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Moving to livejournal.!

Sunday, 09 March 2008

Why is everyone using live journal!!
Maybe its time I should create an LJ account, maybe.
One week school Holiday has started,
Saturday was a total waste of time, "slacked" a lot and did some studying, very minimal.
Sunday was worse I told myself on Saturday that I must spend my time more constructively on Sunday.
However ended up wasting the whole day on the television. Accomplished nothing, literally.
Anyway ate lurch with my aunt and uncle today, uncle said Mas Salamat could very well be dead. Singapore might be conspiring something, he said Mas Salamat could have died during his incarceration in Singapore, and then it was secretly covered up by the government because it would be a shame to Singapore. Therefore the public was told that he had escaped. Nonsense?
Holiday assignment, planning to complete it by Wednesday or latest Thursday.
Term 2 will surely be hectic, no time to relax, no time to delay.
I must attain 12 points for my mid-year.
Humans and English will be my focus, these are the 2 subjects that needs more attention.
Feeling very restless now.
Still considering about my Amaths, told my mum about it, and she said its fine for me to neglect it but I have to put in extra effort in my other 5 subjects.

Friday, 07 March 2008

Was reflecting on results just now,
science A1, Poa B3, Emaths F9,English C6, Amaths F9 and Humans D7.
L1R4 26 points.
Woo hoo, I can take up nursing course! WTF!
Told myself term1 easy term to score As but ended up with two F9s.
Got 2.0/100 for my Amaths, really worries me a lot. Furthermore thank you Chye Huat for reminding me thrice that I can enter nursing course with my wonderful results.-.-
I know that I sound contradicting, worring about Amaths, but I am sure everyone will feel the same when they in my shoes. I can't be bothered about Amaths and I have decided to Flunk the subject, yet it really worries me to see 2.0/100 for Amaths. I am in a dilemma now, am I making the correct decision? If I manage to catch up with my Amaths, it will be a miracle. I am really at a loss now. I am considering to put in effort in Amaths, but its really going to be tough seriously. Will I be able to cope with the stress? i don't know either....
Met Erwin and Alex at swimming complex after the Meet the Parents session, Swam with them and later follow them back to school to collect their results slip. Erwin did well, Alex was really unhappy with his results.
Ate dinner at KFC with them and also talked a lot about primary school, then DOTA DAI DI!
Its seriously fun, here's how the game works.
Play it as normal Dai di but,
At every game you win u get a spree, like 3 wins similar to dota having 3 kills(killing spree), you will get killing spree at 3 wins, 4wins dominating and it continues until godlike. <---- until 9
Then the second rule is, your spree will end at 2 continuous lost, thus if u lose twice in a row and had a spree, your spree will end and you have to start from 0.
Thats about it, oh ya the game will only end when someone reaches godlike. haha
Really fun game, very balanced. However for non-dota players, it will be really hard for them to understand the rules.
Today had our first dota dai di match, and me and Erwin came in tied at 8 wins (monster kill), Alex only had 3 wins(killing spree). Played dota dai di till 930 then went home. Had a great time today, in the exception of my results.

Monday, 03 March 2008

I wanna go sec 3 camp!!! st john's island sounds so fun..
hope the sec 3s have a good time there.
4 more days to the end of term 1 and good news!!Got an A1 for chemistry! However it was a fluke A1 considering that the marks are from a mere test which was upon 10 marks-.-, yup that means i score 8 out of 10.
sidetrack aside, term 1 is about to end soon, Mid-year exams next term is a time to gauge ourselves and its also a good time to change our attitudes towards our studies. Therefore I must really become tenacious in my studies.
Today my back was cut by Mr K but was fine with it since I was obligated.
Had our tests today, no comments on the tests.
Ate prata for lurch, it was expensive.
Went home with felly, Afiq and Alfi.

Crushes! again! another one! I have a crush on you, what should I do?

Friday, 29 February 2008

Finally updating,
This term is coming to a closure.
The subject on Amaths, as a result of neglecting it,I am going to get a 0 for Amaths this term. I know its my fault and i admit it, but thats precisely what i wanted right?. My plan or rather scheme, was to concentrate on my other 5 subjects and totally neglect Amaths. My reason for doing so, Amaths would be too much of a burden for me to handle if i tried to catch up with the rest. However, I'm regretting it now because I am defeated by another subject again, first its Chinese and now Amaths. I am in despair. In a DILEMMA, God help me. Should i continue with Amaths or should neglect it? I am already one term behind but i know "that all things are possible in Christ who strengthens me".
I'll pray but I am doubting..
Erm, this week, Jack was elected as chairman. Therefore i lost to him!, deep inside me i was in disbelieve considering that i did some campaigning in class. However Chye Huat said he won 2/3 of the votes. I wanted to be the chairman because, chairman is considered as councilors, and councilors are award CCA points which i desperately need. All i can do is sign in jealousy and try to be happy for him. Congratulations to Jack hope he is happy, and that he will serve the role of a chairman with morals and leadership.
Drawn a time table for myself, first week into my routine and all i can say is that following a set of routine for your whole day is not as easy as following the time table in school. Did not achieve anything on my time table. Humans procrastinate, idle and forget, so i guess i can be excused?
School was normal. Wave of complaining again during CD, Miss lam changed our sitting arrangement again. Mine was unchanged. Had Amaths test today, gave Mr Philip a blank sheet of paper for Amaths and requested to do the Emath test, so i did both the Amaths and Emaths test. Did the Emaths test and it was passable. Had chapel
Laughed a lot, as usual. Went home early today didn't have the appetite to eat today so skipped lurch.
Next week is going to a Slack. Monday to Wednesday, Sec 3 camp thus many teachers involve. All i can say is that there will be more test! more and more test. Friday will be meet the parents session, and there is going to be a huge 0 on my result slip. Well its expected.
Holidays is slowing approaching and I am looking forward to it.